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A Lost Voice

I lost another voice yesterday. Thankfully, the voice I use daily is making a comeback. But as I lay in bed last night seeking rest and recovery, the Royal’s team of radio announcers broke the news that Ernie Harwell had passed away after ninety-two years of life and fifty-five broadcasting baseball.

Permit me some nostalgia. I grew up in southeast Michigan, forty miles west of Detroit. Summer nights brought the broadcast of Tigers’ baseball with Harwell anchoring the play-by-play squad. His voice and personality will not find an imitator or an equal among announcers for a long time to come.

I am most grateful for the consistent Christian testimony Harwell portrayed over the full length of his career. He was not ashamed of the Lord. He spoke often of him, gave honor to him, and sought for others to know him. He gave time and money to causes associated with the gospel. I did not know much about him but I didn’t have to know much to know that he loved Jesus.

Here was a man who did his work well, treated people with the respect that divine image bearers deserve, and so gained a hearing for the gospel of eternal life in Christ. May his example flourish.

Good Friday Meditation

Over the past several years, Grace has marked the crucifixion of Jesus each year with a service on Friday of holy week. We have referred to this day as Good Friday. As I mentioned in the call to worship at the service this year, I am not at all sure that Jesus was crucified on Friday. There are sound arguments for a Thursday or even Wednesday crucifixion. We can be sure that by the time we gather on Friday his death had occurred and he was either already buried or soon to be buried.

If you have not attended this service, you should know that we have structured our worship around the seven sayings of Christ from the cross. We identify these and the order in which he spoke them from a harmonization of the gospel records. For each word or saying we offer elements of praise, meditation, and prayer related to the theme of that saying.

Each year we select a different saying from which to draw a biblical meditation. My practice then has been to locate a sermon or piece of writing from the past on that specific saying. I edit and sparingly update that piece to present it to our congregation as a part of the service.

This year the saying was “My God, My God, Why have You forsaken Me?” I chose a meditation from a book by James Stalker titled, The Trial and Death of Jesus Christ: A Devotional History of Our Lord’s Passion. By now the book is in the public domain. I accessed it through the Logos electronic library. In it he devotes one chapter to each of the cross sayings.

Stalker was a young pastor in Scotland when God used D.L. Moody to bring revival to his region in the early 1870’s. The experience affected Stalker’s entire life in ministry. His evangelical spirit never diminished. In a biography of him, Alexander Gammie quoted another leader of the day who compared Stalker as a preacher to a blacksmith, “‘The dark, strong energy of the moderate figure … was like that of a man at the anvil, using force but measuring it, driving at a point but guarding the blow.’”

In his book Stalker points out that the first three words of Jesus involve others (Father forgive them, Today you will be with me, and behold your mother, your son). The final four of the seven are more personal. A silence separates the two groups of sayings. There we pick up the meditation. Where I have added anything, you will see brackets ([   ]). Where I have removed words or you will notice ellipses (….) although I did skip major sections without noting it. What follows is the manuscript I took with me into the pulpit minus a couple of spelling corrections. Whether you attended or not, I trust this will refresh your heart of worship.

James Stalker on the Cry of Christ from the Cross When Forsaken of God

At length the silence was broken by Christ Himself, who, in a loud voice, gave utterance to the Fourth Word from the cross. This was a word of astonishment and agony, yet also of victory.

Indeed, it is the most appalling sound that ever pierced the atmosphere of this earth. Familiar as it is to us, it cannot be heard by a sensitive ear even at this day without causing a cold shudder of terror. In the entire Bible there is no other sentence so difficult to explain.

All His life Jesus had been accustomed to find Himself forsaken. The members of His own household early rejected Him. So did His fellow-townsmen in Nazareth. Ultimately the nation at large followed the same course. The multitudes that at one time followed Him wherever He went and hung upon His lips eventually took offence and went away.

At last, in the crisis of His [mission], one of His nearest followers betrayed Him and the rest forsook Him and fled. But in these disappointments, though He felt them keenly, He had always had one resource:... He was always able, when rejected of men, to turn away from them and cast Himself with confidence on the breast of God.

Therefore He could calmly say, even at the Last Supper, with reference to the impending desertion of the Twelve, “Behold, the hour cometh, yea, is now come, that ye shall be scattered, every man to his own, and shall leave Me alone; and yet I am not alone, because the Father is with Me.”

Now, however, the hour had come; and was this expectation fulfilled? His own words supply the answer: “My God, My God, why hast Thou forsaken Me?”

There can be little doubt that there was a physical element in [this agony]. He had now been a considerable time on the cross; and every minute the agony was increasing.

The wounds in His hands and feet, exposed to the atmosphere and the sun, grew barked and hardened; the blood, impeded in its circulation, swelled in heart and brain, till these organs were like to burst; and the slightest attempt to move the body from the one intolerable posture caused pains to shoot along the quivering nerves.

Bodily suffering clouds the brain and distorts the images formed on the mirror of the mind. Even the face of God, reflected there, may be turned to a shape of terror by the fumes of physical trouble.

He did not belong to death; yet He was falling into death’s grasp. No angel came to rescue Him; God interposed with no miracle to arrest the issue; He was abandoned to His [mission].

There was more, however, it is easy to see, in the agony which prompted this cry than the merely physical.

This intellectual character of His pain is indicated by the word “Why.” It is always painful when the creature has to say Why to the Creator. We believe that He is Sovereign of the world and Guide of our destiny, and that He urges forward the course of things in the reins of infinite wisdom and love.

But, while this is the habitual and healthy sense of the human mind, especially when it is truly religious, there are crises … when …[t]he world is out of joint; everything appears to have gone wrong; the reins seem to have slipped out of the hands of God and the chariot to be plunging forward uncontrolled…It is then that the poor human mind cries out Why.

The entire book of Job is such a cry. Jeremiah cried Why to God in terms of startling boldness. In mortal pain, in bewildering disappointments, in bereavements which empty the heart and empty the world, millions have thus cried Why in every age. It seems an irreligious word.

When Jeremiah says, “O Lord, Thou hast deceived me and I was deceived,” or when Job demands, “Why did I not from the womb? why did I not give up the ghost when I came out of the belly?” it sounds like the voice of a blasphemer.

But indeed it is into the most earnest and delicate souls that this despair is likeliest to slip. The ignorant … are safe from it; for they are well enough satisfied with things as they are. Callous minds learn to be content without explanations. But the more deeply pious a mind is, the more jealous must it be for justice and the glory of God … to be able to trace the footsteps of God’s care is a necessity of its existence.

Hence its pain when these evidences disappear. Now, all the contradictions and confusions of the world were focused on Golgotha. Injustice was triumphant; innocence was scorned and crushed; everything was exactly the reverse of what it ought to have been. And all the millions of Whys which have risen from agonized souls, jealous for the honour of God but perplexed by His providence, were concentrated in the Why of Christ.

How near to us He is! Never perhaps in His whole life did He so completely identify Himself with … mankind. For here He comes down to stand by our side not only when we have to encounter pain and misfortune, bereavement and death, but when we are enduring that pain which is beyond all pains, that horror in whose presence the brain reels, and faith and love, the eyes of life, are put out—the horror of a universe without God, a universe which is one hideous, tumbling, crashing mass of confusion, with no reason to guide and no love to sustain it.

Can we advance a step farther into the mystery? The deepest question of all is whether the desertion of Jesus was subjective or objective—that is, whether He had only, on account of bodily weakness and a temporary obscuration of the inward vision, a sense of being abandoned, or whether, in any real sense, God had actually forsaken Him.

Of course we are certain that God was infinitely well pleased with Him—never more so, surely, than when He was sacrificing Himself to the uttermost on behalf of others. But was there, at the same time, any outflashing against Him of the reverse side of the Divine nature—the lightning of the Divine wrath?

Calvary was an awful revelation of the human heart, whose enmity was directed straight against the perfect revelation of the love of God in Christ. There the sin of man reached its climax and did its worst. What was done there against Christ, and against God in Him, was a kind of embodiment and quintessence of the sin of the whole world.

And undoubtedly it was this which was pressing on Jesus; this was “the travail of His soul.” He was looking close at sin’s utmost hideousness; He was sickened with its contact; He was crushed with its brutality—crushed to death. Yet this human nature was His own; He was identified with it—bone of its bone, flesh of its flesh… and, like the scapegoat on whose head the sins of the community were laid in the old dispensation, He went out into the land of forsakenness.

The heavenly Father now regards His Son as the greatest sinner to be found beneath the sun, and discharges on Him the whole weight of His wrath.” …“In this fourth word from the cross our Saviour not only says that He has been delivered up into the hands of men, but that He has suffered at the hands of God something unutterable.”

Certainly there is here something unutterable. We have ventured into the mystery as far as we are able; but we know that we are yet only in the shallows near the shore; the unplumbed ocean lies beyond.

…If what has just been said be true, this, which was the extreme moment of suffering, was also the supreme moment of achievement. As the flower, by being crushed, yields up its fragrant essence, so He, by taking into His heart the sin of the world, brought salvation to the world.

In point of fact, all history since has shown that it was in this very hour that Christ conquered…, “I, if I be lifted up from the earth, will draw all men unto Me.” And the correctness of this anticipation is matter of history.

Theology has its centre in the cross. Sometimes, indeed, it has been shy of it, and has divagated from it in wide circles; but, as soon as it becomes profound and humble again, it always returns.

Yes, when it becomes humble! Penitent souls are drawn to the cross, and the deeper their penitence the more are they at home. They stand beside the dying Saviour and say, This is what we ought to have suffered; our life was forfeited by our guilt; thus our blood deserved to flow; we might justly have been banished forever into the desert of forsakenness.

But, as they thus make confession, their forfeited life is given back to them for Christ’s sake, the peace of God is shed abroad in their hearts, and the new life of love and service begins. The supreme Christian rite brings us to this very spot and to this very moment: “This is My blood of the New Testament, shed for many for the remission of sins.”

It was not, however, merely in this profound sense that this fourth word of the dying Saviour was a cry of victory. …The cry itself, though an utterance of despair, yet involved the strongest faith. See how He lays hold of the Eternal with both hands: “My God, My God!” It is a prayer: a thousand times He had turned to this resource in days of trial; and He does so in this supreme trouble.

To do so cures despair. No one is forsaken who can pray, “My God.” As one in deep water, feeling no bottom, makes a despairing plunge forward and lands on solid ground, so Jesus, in the very act of uttering His despair, overcame it.

Feeling forsaken of God, He rushed into the arms of God; and these arms closed round Him in loving protection. Accordingly, as the darkness, which had brooded over all the land, disappeared at the ninth hour, so His mind emerged from eclipse; and, as we shall see, His last words were uttered in His usual mood of serenity. Amen.

New Reviews

Staff members at Grace write book reviews. I find the practice a great means of accountability. In my annual objectives I committed to read two books and publish a review for each. This improves my reading. I have to pay attention. I have to take notes. I know I’m going to have to process and publish before I can declare that I’ve met this objective.

It also improves transparency. I could just say I read a book but there’s some substantial measure as to how well I read it. You can read the review. You may not agree with my assessment. You may read the same book from a different perspective and draw a much different conclusion. But I trust that you will conclude that I made the most of the precious time I devoted to accomplishing that objective.

It also improves interaction. I could schedule a discussion group about a book that I read. But that will take more time and bump up against scheduling conflicts that would keep others from attending. With a website book review, people can read when they have time. They can consider my words carefully. I hope they will pick up and read at least part of the book I’ve reviewed. They can also comment, ask a question, extend or contest a point. This helps me learn and know people better.

So my blog today is simply a kind of advertisement for the two book reviews that I’ve posted in fulfillment of my objectives for the fiscal year that ended this week. The first is a review of Created for Worship by Noel Due. This is the book that Ryan Hales and I read together as part of his internship. There’s a paragraph about Ryan in the review. As an aside, I spoke with Nathan (my son) this afternoon and he reported that Ryan’s graduation went well, that meeting his family was a great blessing, but that parting was difficult. The second book is Losing Our Virtue by David Wells.

Completing these reviews reminded me of some significant lessons. First, I love to write. I love to analyze and then build an argument. I love the way words work together and word pictures help clarify concepts. I love the way words sound. All writing bears some resemblance to poetry even if it may be generations removed from verse. I take this opportunity to encourage you to write. Journal, blog, write letters. Write in a medium that requires more polish than email. Write for the joy of it. Write for the love of beauty and truth. Write to practice Ephesians 4:29.

Second, reading is hard work. It’s not enough just to like a book or not. It’s not enough to conclude that I agree or disagree with an author’s thesis. Where’s the evidence? Have I understood the author correctly? Have I made a mountain out of a mole hill by emphasizing something out of proportion to the author’s intent? Can I be honest about how my own presuppositions affected the way I read. Reading is at least as hard as listening.

Third, the world is full of good books. There simply is not enough time to give proper attention to all the books that interest me. A bad book is double-trouble because it keeps me from a good one. Choosing what to read is not a trivial decision. But I would still reread a few great books than just familiarize myself with more and more mediocre ones.

Last, the claim of the contemporary society that the current generation is a visual one is both unfortunate and proud. All cultures are visual to some degree. It’s not as if there were no visual media before television, etc. The implied demand in this claim that we should do away with the written word in favor of strictly visual messages is a cry from an undisciplined generation. We would do better to encourage, model, and teach better reading, recommend better books, and continue to champion the written word as a precious gift.

If you’re not familiar with how to access the book reviews, return to the main page of this website. Look at the top right for the tab labeled “Leadership.” When you hover over that, you will see a drop down menu that includes “Book Reviews.” Slide the cursor down until this selection is underlined. Select it and scroll down. Reviews should appear in the order published beginning with the most recent. I just checked that site and verified that there’s my two reviews (too long now as I see them posted), then two by Alan Gerling, and one from Dan Learned. Please take time for thoughtful enjoyment.

Finding My Voice

That’s the current challenge. I’m apparently playing host to the bug that’s been going around and it has been slowly swelling my voice box over the past several hours. So I find myself on a Saturday night knowing that I will not preach tomorrow or even be at the church gathering. It does seem very strange.

Those who pay any interest in this blog may have wondered if I had lost my web voice given my neglect of these pages lately. A moment’s reflection reveals that during “Seek God for the City” I journaled here with much greater consistency. Two factors led to this. First, I had made a commitment. You can go back and read some really weak entries posted at strange times and wonder why I even bothered. The answer is that I felt a sense of obligation to post each of the forty days of that journey.  So, second, I got into a habit. Blogging was not something I had to remember to make room for. It had become a part of my daily routine.

So as a new fiscal year begins at Grace Baptist today, it seems an appropriate moment to start at least one new habit, blogging much more often. “Daily” sounds like more of a mountain than I could climb. But “weekly” is definitely not enough. Not blogging could become the exception rather than the rule of my daily life. I commit to that goal. I intend to incorporate it into my yearly objectives.

The task would not be as daunting as it sounds. I already write my prayer daily prayer journal. I could include excerpts from it. I have a wealth of messages stored on my computer that have never been uploaded onto the website. I could paste them into a post. There is always a great poem or hymn to share (as I do today, below). I'll attend other events that I can chronicle here. I’m not expecting to produce long or polished pieces. I know I have unfinished business on the Manhattan Declaration among other issues that I have raised in the past. More frequent entries would foster more concentrated attention on one thing at a time.

I welcome a new fiscal year. I have walked through ten complete with Grace Baptist as pastor. We have watched God care for us though we have not deserved the first of his blessings. Tomorrow I will be in bed while the dear people of this fellowship gather to sing, pray, and preach God’s word. Even now I think of the words of the hymn about the gathering of God’s people, “All is vain unless the Spirit / Of the Holy One comes down./ Brethren, pray and holy manna / will be showered all around.” May a great shower fall on Grace tomorrow.

My post from T4G on April 15 mentioned the strange hymn by John Newton that we sang at the conference. I use the adjective strange because most Christians today do not recognize the God whom this former slave trading sea captain saw at work in his life. Yet I find this more authentic than most portrayals of the Christian life and more profound. I have included the words below with my comments in brackets. I would invite you to enjoy, except that’s not quite right.

“I Asked The Lord” by John Newton

1. I asked the Lord that I might grow
In faith and love and every grace
Might more of His salvation know
And seek more earnestly His face [the mark of a true believer is his longing for more of Christ]

2. Twas He who taught me thus to pray [there is no godwardness in me except by his provision]
And He I trust has answered prayer
But it has been in such a way
As almost drove me to despair [Jesus knew despair; He was driven to the wild by the Spirit]

3. I hoped that in some favored hour
At once He'd answer my request
And by His love's constraining power
Subdue my sins and give me rest

4. Instead of this He made me feel [not “know” but only feel, the heart is too deceitful]
The hidden evils of my heart
And let the angry powers of Hell [Sovereign power controls even the actions of Satan]
Assault my soul in every part

5. Yea more with His own hand He seemed [God does bring calamity on his people, see Naomi]
Intent to aggravate my woe
Crossed all the fair designs I schemed,
Cast out my feelings, laid me low

6. Lord why is this, I trembling cried
Wilt Thou pursue thy worm to death?
"Tis in this way" The Lord replied [rest of the hymn is Christ’s answer]
"I answer prayer for grace and faith"

7. "These inward trials I employ
From self and pride to set thee free
And break thy schemes of earthly joy
That thou mayest seek thy all in me. [God is too jealous to let us settle for second-rate satisfactions]

This Thursday morning concluded the 2010 T4G. Before I try to capture the events of the day, I return to our group van mechanic adventure late last night. We left the conference around 8:30 p.m. driving away from the downtown parking lot tucked among the tall buildings of Louisville. We drove the hour south to Elizabethtown and returned to Antholz’s house. The van needed gas for the morning and Clint needed to make a grocery run. We jumped back into “Big Red” which would now not start.

Consider the situation and the mercy of God. The “breakdown” happened in the driveway of good friends not in the middle of a city we did not know well and where we knew no one. The trouble proved to be bad battery connections. Between the guys in our group, Clint our host, and the local Wal-Mart we had the parts, expertise, and time to fix the problem right away and for a relatively small sum of money. As we drove this morning we considered how much more complicated things would have been if the battery cables had not lasted through one more start.

Let’s be honest. Things don’t always turn out that well. We don’t live well and put God in debt to us (Matt Chandler reminded us of that in such a poignant way this morning as he preached the sovereign love of God in his cancer season). God did not owe our group mercy because we were out at a gospel conference instead of doing some evil. We know that God could have kept the cables from corroding. God’s goodness is not less amazing if we had been involved in an accident. I can only imagine the thousand ways He cared for us of which we are unaware or simply take for granted. Yet God was present with us and blessed us beyond our deserving or even our capacity to express gratitude. Certainly we could not pay him back. He is constantly reserving glory for himself.

So this morning we time our arrival perfectly for the start of a session that featured Ligon Duncan speaking about the early church leaders (called “fathers”) and their understanding of the gospel. You may want to listen to his presentation if you’ve taken an interest in Dan “Da Vinci Code” Brown’s criticism of the early church which suggests that it made up the whole idea of Jesus’ deity.

 

 

We then heard from Matt Chandler as I mentioned above. I just now checked the website to see if they will include Matt’s testimony (his appearance was a late entry in the program). None of today’s sessions are posted yet (though the video from the first two days is now available). If you do get the chance to listen to Chandler you will be struck by both the faith and leadership of a young father facing the uncertainty of brain cancer. His unapologetic confidence and joy in God’s good design through all these events that the world calls “unfair” will surprise you from a member of a generation that has supposedly abandoned any concept of a sovereign God.

 

 

C. J. Mahaney ended the conference with one of his classic encouragements to pastors. This is an appropriate moment to mention that this conference aims directly at pastors. Non-pastors who attend reap blessings in a more indirect way. I’m sure that Brian Welch will find a great deal here that will strengthen his ministry with college students in the Ukraine. Those who have attended from Grace have learned a great deal about the challenges of being a pastor and they have been very encouraging to me. I am deeply grateful to them for sharing this with me.

Mahaney’s charge came from 2 Timothy 4:1-8. He urged us to faithfulness in pastoral ministry. He reminded pastors that preaching involves both precision with the text and patience with people and that the latter is more difficult. I have to agree. Listening there were moments of deep conviction and contrition thinking about my personal impatience with others. How un-God-like. The people of Grace have been so patient and forgiving to me. There were many moments through T4G when my gratitude for Grace and God’s grace to me through her.

We toured Southern Seminary with Clint this afternoon. Then we made a short stop at Ft. Knox’s Patton Museum. I have not seen that many tanks in one place since I last walked out of the motor pool on Custer Hill twenty-five years ago. I’m now headed upstairs to enjoy a farewell dinner with our group, the Antholz’s and the family hosting Waters this evening. The return trip starts early in the morning, God willing.

 

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